I am the Black Sheep

I sit back. I observe. I am quiet. I am in my zone. Why? Because I am not sure of where to fit in or what to do so I just evade into the background with hopes of no one noticing I am there. The Word says, "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven" Matthew 5:16. Well sometimes I have to ask what if your world is so clouded with smoke and darkness from other people that your light cannot shine. How can I as a child, a servant, a woman of God do so? I continue to seek First His Kingdom and all of its righteousness and those things which I desire shall and will be added unto me. I sing because I am happy I sing because I am free, if God's eye is on the sparrow then I know he watches me.